Thursday, July 21, 2005

Winged hope

The sun rises at dawn, to a new day of hope
On the wings of a snow white dove
Lies eternal hope and bliss.
The night might be dark and foreboding
But the sky is velvet in the night.
I will soar up on wings like an eagle
And fight for what is left of my heart -
Before I lose it to the ravines forever.
My dreams seem meaningless now but I hope
Tomorrow lives on and despair will not devour me.
Memories will keep me going strong
In the blink of an eye, I lost my innocence
Never to be recovered again.
I hope to be on a winged journey
Who knows what splendor I could find
Who can fathom what lies ahead in wait
Except he that plans!
I hear a whisper from the moon above..
"Don't despair, Winged hope will carry you".

Hope

Hope
When the dark clouds of gloom
Overwhelm your fragile spirit
Remember to hang on to joyous moments past
When the sun doesn't shine on you
Depend on it to warm your soul the next day
Like flowers on a spring day
Great happiness will return to you
Even when you stand on the edge of the abyss of darkness
Take a leap of great faith
And the reward will be of beauty unimaginable
When the night is dark and no stars are in sight
Believe that the midnight sky will gleam with light again
And the moon above will guide you through the night
And back to the warmth of your friends and family
And finally love will restore your smile

Faith

Faith
When the clouds seem to close in on me
When everything is stiffling my spirit
And I feel like the end of every good thing is near
And I feel myself falling into an abyss of hopelessness
My heart is defeated it does not want to beat anymore
My time to celebrate life is almost over
I am willing to roll over and die
I know that there is hope at the end of the road
But it seems so unattainable so far so unreachable
But what courage it demands from me
I am at sea and faith shines like a beacon
I will use it as my guide to shore
And I will get there one day
And faith and I will be home together

July Our month

7/8 - Keroro happened, university hanye
7/15 - Bandar for Wanja's b-day can you say maad fear 489 tab and good news
7/16 - E street Alley - Danny Boy's altercation of the year (throw out the drama)
7/18 - Beres Hammond, Marcia Griffith, Jimmy Cozac & Harmony house band.
7/20 - Club NV Wednesday is a good day

Cape fear

1. Mandi diving into the pool and bleeding profusely.
2. HST Nubian queen (Sunny - shell) and Sultanese
3. Soda's stolen from gas station, cops coming, Wanja away - reversing on the freeway, ditch!
4. Raphi chugging pool water
5. Lil Pris - bushes
6. Hst - underwater activities and I love this bar
7. Madondo's fingers and nip's
8. Adam exposed
9. Mose cops 2nd floor
10. Lil Pris flashing the world
11. HST baywatch and flashing
12. Sunny removing bathing stuff kabisa
13. Isho mwaura in the car, balcony and sleeping on it
14. Davo & Handsome intertwined on the floor
15. Handsome stealing Davo's cover..
16. Dave, Mose small & Raphie looking for a room in the middle of the night, we lengad
17. Nate kicking peeps out of the room attempting to get some
18. Half a glass of popov or more.. chugging
19. Lil Pris, Wanja and Jerry eating from the floor, Sunny mke nyumbani at night
20. Jerry's :"coffee"
21. Wanja bringing the monstaz to the room after her threats, Lil pris star actress
22. Ngredha & Baby Joe NY trip
23. Raphie's heavy snoring, peeps causing wat!
24. Raphie storming off at the slightest provocation
25. Davo waking up next to Candice
26. Keroro and some licking, sucking of self's nips
27. HST screaming she's the last woman swimming
28. HST Dominos, driving us into a curb, Sarah & Wanja - crazy, Adam & Jerry - upset
29. Jerry last man standing first night
30. Sunny bebaing both Davo & Isho keroro team!
31. Kuraido san and the cops
32. Kuraido san and Raphie losing it on the plane cos of noise
33. Mose kissing sunny's back endlessly
34. The first ladies of rugby and the chaps lecturers
35. Sunny, Mirish, Pauline, Nicko & Ngredha peeing in the atlantic
36. Baby Joe calling mwaura in a bag
37. Swimming fully clothed in the ocean
38. Sunny going to look for a juala to wear on her head so she can swim
39. Baby Joe chugging ice house, for a chap that doesn't drink beer dayum
40. Baby Joe & Ngredha chomokaing from the plane keroro'd kabisa
41. $ 140 to ingia into the Red something in Wrightsville NC
42. Mirish & Pauline chissing (maad evidence now!)
43. Adam slamming into a wall as he tries to make it down from level 5
44. HST and Sunny helping Jerry down the stairs, comedy cos of shoes
45. HST smoking two cigarettes
46. Adam deciding that Wanja needs to be raruliwad right then and there
47. Ger's mama crispy and Adam & Davo refusing vehemently that she spend the night with us
48. Peeps banging themselves in the bathroom esp. HST and Wanja
49. Ceasar throwing himself on peeps, down, in the pool with his broken leg!
50. The sultanese refusing with that chaps kofia

Different views

We have control over where the sun will shine, it has to start in our hearts before it can be reflected out to the rest of the world. This starts with contentment and being at peace with what you have and where you are, don't get me wrong, ambition is key but we have to be careful not to be so disatisfied with where we are or what we have that we don't enjoy the moment.
What joy there is in being truly happy and taking responsibility for our actions when we do wrong, we expect all the people around us to be compassionate and sympathize with us wherever we go wrong.
Hope the sun shines really bright today!