Wishes
This is dedicated to you, MMW.
I wish I was in control, I wish I was in charge. I know the Lord watches over us and I trust that He is in control and there is no one I would trust with you more than Him. It just shatters my heart that I do not have a say in destiny or don’t even know what the future will bring. Is it wrong to want to linger over a few meals and keroro of course and go out together and know at the end of the day I will hear you walk upstairs with a funny story on your lips or a crazy idea?
Have you ever had the floor you were standing on yanked from right under you, that’s the way I have been feeling for the last week since you told me and that must be a small fraction of what you feel my dear. We will stand together, even when apart and we will be fine and protected by powers way beyond us.
This illusion of safety, that we had for so long is what bothers me, for so long we thought everything was fine and stable and now…. I have something stuck in my throat and it feels like an ocean of tears is about to flood in but I have to be strong, because I have to be strong for us all.
The armor that is our love will withstand whatever comes our way, I have faith that time will pass quickly and in no time, you’ll be back here, WHOLE.
As we stand on the brink of despair, we must go to our stronghold and hang tight and gather all weapons we have from our memory bank especially and count on that. Together we will stand even with deserts between us, even as the forces beyond our control separate us, WE WILL STAND!
Go with God and our love, right behind you, right beside you, inside you, infront of you, all around you.
I wish I was in control, I wish I was in charge. I know the Lord watches over us and I trust that He is in control and there is no one I would trust with you more than Him. It just shatters my heart that I do not have a say in destiny or don’t even know what the future will bring. Is it wrong to want to linger over a few meals and keroro of course and go out together and know at the end of the day I will hear you walk upstairs with a funny story on your lips or a crazy idea?
Have you ever had the floor you were standing on yanked from right under you, that’s the way I have been feeling for the last week since you told me and that must be a small fraction of what you feel my dear. We will stand together, even when apart and we will be fine and protected by powers way beyond us.
This illusion of safety, that we had for so long is what bothers me, for so long we thought everything was fine and stable and now…. I have something stuck in my throat and it feels like an ocean of tears is about to flood in but I have to be strong, because I have to be strong for us all.
The armor that is our love will withstand whatever comes our way, I have faith that time will pass quickly and in no time, you’ll be back here, WHOLE.
As we stand on the brink of despair, we must go to our stronghold and hang tight and gather all weapons we have from our memory bank especially and count on that. Together we will stand even with deserts between us, even as the forces beyond our control separate us, WE WILL STAND!
Go with God and our love, right behind you, right beside you, inside you, infront of you, all around you.
posted by Sunny D at 1:51 PM
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