Why me?
Love chose me, as much as I tried to run away from it and hide, it found me and consumed me totally. I spent days on end scheming and trying to come up with ways to change my fate but it was all in vain, love had me by the chokehold and there was nothing I could do.
Sleepless night after sleepless night and it refused to set me free, I was in captivity with no hope of a savior, “why me, why me” I cried! But alas! There was no answer.
I catch myself dancing even after the music has stopped and it takes a conscious effort not to sway to the sweet, sweet sounds that are playing in my head and heart, they have taken a hold of me and I find myself laughing for no specific reason, being extremely content even when things are not going my way.
I want to reach out and touch this magic that surrounds me but I am afraid to interfere with the web of love that has been spun around me, is this all nothing but a dream? Will I wake up and find that all these beautiful moments are conjured in my mind? Projections of what my heart seeks, hallucinations of the heart?
I now understand what Judy Garland meant when she said, “I heard you whisper into my heart and in turn you kissed my soul”, what profound words, they more than adequately describe that moment when my lover touches every part of me with magic that cannot be put down into words.
Thoughts are always running around in my head… trying to make head or tail of them is the hard part and I love pondering on thought provoking questions like the one below and that my friends; fuels my life, please take a minute even if you’ve heard this question before.
Question : If you were going to die tomorrow and had only one phone call to make, who would you call and what would you say? What are you waiting for then?
I should probably stay and find out what tomorrow will hold for me, I like the spell that has been cast around me, what’s the point of living if at this moment it was all for naught? Somebody famously said, “Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving all pretty and preserved, but rather to skid on the broadside thoroughly used up, totally worn out and loudly proclaiming.. ‘WOW’! what a ride!”. That is how I want to go out…. With a bang :-)
One last morbid thought, its sweet though so it really shouldn’t count against me, Benito Perez Galdoz once said, “I believe if I should die, and you were to walk near my grave, from the very depths of the earth I would hear your footsteps”
Have an awesome weekend, Happy Memorial day weekend to y’all. Live it up..
Best wishes,
Sunny
Sleepless night after sleepless night and it refused to set me free, I was in captivity with no hope of a savior, “why me, why me” I cried! But alas! There was no answer.
I catch myself dancing even after the music has stopped and it takes a conscious effort not to sway to the sweet, sweet sounds that are playing in my head and heart, they have taken a hold of me and I find myself laughing for no specific reason, being extremely content even when things are not going my way.
I want to reach out and touch this magic that surrounds me but I am afraid to interfere with the web of love that has been spun around me, is this all nothing but a dream? Will I wake up and find that all these beautiful moments are conjured in my mind? Projections of what my heart seeks, hallucinations of the heart?
I now understand what Judy Garland meant when she said, “I heard you whisper into my heart and in turn you kissed my soul”, what profound words, they more than adequately describe that moment when my lover touches every part of me with magic that cannot be put down into words.
Thoughts are always running around in my head… trying to make head or tail of them is the hard part and I love pondering on thought provoking questions like the one below and that my friends; fuels my life, please take a minute even if you’ve heard this question before.
Question : If you were going to die tomorrow and had only one phone call to make, who would you call and what would you say? What are you waiting for then?
I should probably stay and find out what tomorrow will hold for me, I like the spell that has been cast around me, what’s the point of living if at this moment it was all for naught? Somebody famously said, “Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving all pretty and preserved, but rather to skid on the broadside thoroughly used up, totally worn out and loudly proclaiming.. ‘WOW’! what a ride!”. That is how I want to go out…. With a bang :-)
One last morbid thought, its sweet though so it really shouldn’t count against me, Benito Perez Galdoz once said, “I believe if I should die, and you were to walk near my grave, from the very depths of the earth I would hear your footsteps”
Have an awesome weekend, Happy Memorial day weekend to y’all. Live it up..
Best wishes,
Sunny
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